Open the Eyes to My Heart Lord, I want to see you!

Lord, I pray you will see my heart, know its deficiencies, and let the Holy Spirit work to open the eyes of my heart. I am so blessed in so many ways, but have cut myself off from the world's needs, only seeing my needs. Help me to be here now, realizing others' lives and happenings that have brought them challenges. Lord, I ignore my challenges or have chosen to sit idle ,and realize, as I sit idle, it is wrong not to ask You what Your will is. I have not opened my heart to You, of free will, to invite You into my life to do Your will. For that I am ashamed, but would like to now...it's never too late. Lord, I pray you will use me in a capacity that will further Your will and do what You need me to do. I love You. You are the Creator of my life and have given me all that I have (family, friends, emotions, ect.). I am eternally thankful Lord, and rely on You. All that I have is from You, and all that I give is only because You have given it to me first, despite my short comings in character. You have loved me first, and I wish my heart could have such unconditional love as You have shown me (as unworthy as I am) and the world (with all the faults I, myself, contribute to it). Lord, please don't give up on me. Only You know my worth.